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Apr. 13th, 2026 12:18 pm
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The concert yesterday was great, nothing interesting to do for the rest of the week now as far as I know though.

Some things and feelings

Apr. 13th, 2026 02:27 pm
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The farm has abruptly moved from winter to summer mode and my to-do list is long and complicated. I have moved into pruning raspberries which is way more unpleasant than blueberry pruning in that the raspberries will try and stab me in the face a lot. A baseball hat helps protect my face but my arms take a beating even with long sleeves. But I'm making good progress. I need to contact all of our workers from last year and figure out scheduling. I have started plowing. I'm currently digging up old drip tape. Doing cleanup of things we didn't get done in the fall. 

We are t minus 3 weeks to strawberry planting so there's a ton to do. Technically we are ahead of where we were last year but also ack. 

The bobcat was down longer than anticipated but all the parts were found and it only took an hour to fix. Ha. It took five hours to take the damn cylinder apart which was a process that we ended up using an eight foot breaker bar attached to a chain around the hitch of the truck via a come along to crack the nut holding things together. Like, human power was simply useless even with the 8 foot bar. But the actual seal replacement and putting it all back together took about an hour. But since I was working with my dad on it, that was a whole day of work that I was set back. I'm trying not to resent it because it was extremely valuable time for learning mechanical skills and spending time with him but also I know how much shit needs to get done and a whole day is a ton of time. 

I have a lot of sidejob work built up that I'm struggling to get through without a lot of time off work. My evenings are pretty busy between crafting, game night and the farm meetings we keep having late at night because that's when we have time to meet. 

I went up to the pottery studio to see if my stuff had been fired but apparently that was happening today despite being assured it would happen within two weeks when I was there a month ago. But the person who owns the studio had done a bulk buy with Azure so I got to ask her a bunch of questions and assured me it was easy to sign up and do. and I know [personal profile] ranunculus has used them before, so I've committed and I'm going to buy a bunch of bulk goods because I've been needing bulk baking supplies. 

I nearly had a meltdown in the grocery store today, I knew going was a bad idea but I needed food and timing wise, I needed to be there later than I would like to be. I'm just tired and not handling things well. 

I have been trying to write up my feelings on the house situation so I stop being mad but honestly my dad used my toothpaste last night because he "couldn't find any other toothpaste" and that is just icing on the annoying cake. The worst part is that they aren't deliberately using my stuff or piling things in front of my stuff or moving my stuff to piss me off. They literally just cannot imagine something in their house not being theirs to use or move around as they want. 

Seriously the most inconsiderate roommates I've ever had and that includes the ones that got busted for smoking pot in the dorm room at college. Part of the problem is that my previous roommates all had schedules that were offset somewhat from mine, so they would be up and using the common spaces slightly offset. They also had social lives and would leave me the fuck alone. Previous roommates also didn't sleep in the living room constantly or if they did, they didn't expect me to be quiet about what I was doing. At least 2 hours, probably closer to 4 hours a day either one of my parents is sleeping in the living room. It's nuts. They had two whole ass bedrooms to use in two different houses, but no, they have to sleep in the room that is joined to the two rooms I use the most (crafting room, my office). Probably I've never just had very inconsiderate roommates? I don't know but my autistic ass is not handling this well. The week while they were away was so lovely. 

I'll admit, I am not exactly coping well with current work stress, parents and also the wider world although I have to say, trump beefing with the pope is just making me laugh so much. Fuck the catholic church but also shoutout to the pope for getting his ass. other than that, fucking stressful.  

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A string of box office successes is, perhaps surprisingly, supported by what seemed a fading remnant of the Hollywood landscape just a few years ago: non-franchises and even the occasional original feature.

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A federal judge on Monday dismissed U.S. President Donald Trump’s defamation lawsuit against the Wall Street Journal, a setback for Trump in his legal campaign against media companies he accuses of treating him unfairly.

Canal

Apr. 13th, 2026 08:04 pm
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Photo of a canal footpath in the sunshine.  Plant pots are hung on the fence by the canal and there are colourful decorations on the trees.  Outside the canal barge are some stacked chairs and a table with more plants growing on it.  Plant pots line the path and hang from the roof of the barge.
On Friday, while B talked to an electrician I took a walk along the canal at Whaley Bridge.
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Including flashbacks to a visit (that did not take place) during the early stages of lockdown.

***

I am seeing a troubling pattern of people dispersing collections or not treating collections as they should be treated as research resources -

(BBC Written Archives Centre, I'm looking at you - 'structured content releases' - WE direct what you should be researching....)

There was that guy recently, an actual history professor, who uncovered a hoard of Roman coins and was about, yay, auction rooms (thought I linked this, but can't find it).

Then there is this daisy: Woman to sell hundreds of treasure pieces she found:

Her detecting skills have been so successful that her cabinet at her home in Wilden, Bedfordshire, is now full and she needs to make some space.
So on 16 May her collection of hundreds of items found in fields in Bedfordshire, Lincolnshire, Northamptonshire and Norfolk will go under the hammer and is expected to sell for about £11,000.
She says she is not auctioning her items for monetary reasons but hopes her finds will go to "someone who loves history".
....
She says since she started in 2006, she has collected "hundreds" of items, from all over the country, including her friend's garden, but will not reveal the exact locations.

WOT??? she does go on to say that '"I've recorded them all legally [whatever that signifies], so it's adding to history, which I have always loved; it's been great doing it": but one still feels stuff is going to be floating out there, less and less contextualised.

And this is maybe just as sad a case of material getting dispersed into the ether when, should it be kept together in some place for the benefit of future historians, it would not only be the individual items but the synergy of the critical mass of material: The $100m pop culture collection now being broken up at auction:

Jim Irsay, the man who bought these artefacts, died last June at the age of 65. Over the past few days the billionaire’s collection was sold at Christie’s New York in a series of auctions. Irsay cared greatly about the memorabilia. You can tell that not by the most valuable items, but by the least. Buying the handwritten lyrics for Hey Jude does not prove you are a true fan. But an unused ticket from a 1966 concert, worth a few hundred dollars? That does.
Now that many of the objects have gone to the highest bidders, their fate is to be apart. That is how they began their lives, imprinting themselves on the American psyche from all corners of the world. But the shared story they tell, decades later, raises questions about who they are for, where they will go next, and to whom they truly belong.

Sigh.

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I attended [personal profile] minoanmiss’s online memorial yesterday afternoon. It was strengthening to share our sorrow. Witnessing the depth of our online connections bolstered my resilience. The children she co-raised loved her and knew her. I’ll link to the recording when it’s public.

One mourner has worked in public health for 40 years, and made it very clear that

  • [personal profile] minoanmiss had asymptomatic COVID which caused her death
  • that wasn’t documented in the hospital record and there’s almost zero chance to change that
  • many people are still dying due to COVID, which is systematically not being reported
  • continuing to mask is a fundamental contribution we can make to the health of our communities

There were lovely stories and slides and recipes — a poem and a song in the cut.

Every Land and Acts of Creation )

Radio Free Monday (April 13, 2026)

Apr. 13th, 2026 12:55 pm
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Welcome to Radio Free Monday for the week of April 13, 2026. RFM posts links to peoples’ personal fundraisers asking for community assistance, on Tumblr, Dreamwidth, and the Fediverse.

==== Ways to give ====

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Yesteryear, by Caro Claire Burke

Apr. 13th, 2026 11:35 am
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Natalie is a wildly successful trad wife influencer. She and her husband Caleb have a farm and six adorable children, and Natalie has parlayed carefully edited clips of her perfect life into a lucrative career. (She leaves out the two nannies, 30 farm hands, and the fact that Sassafras the cow is actually four sequential cows, replaced every time one dies, like goldfish.)

Then Natalie suffers a mysterious fall from grace. And then she finds herself in what appears to be an alternate version of her own life in the 1800s, with a husband very similar but not quite identical to her original husband, and children who claim to be her own. Has she time traveled? Is she delusional? Has she gotten kidnapped into a non-consensual reality show?

This is an extremely interesting novel that makes a good companion to Saratoga Schrader's Trad Wife. The beginning of the book is extremely similar, though Natalie is much more successful than Camille. Burke's version of a trad wife influencer deluding herself and lying to her followers about her supposedly perfect life is much better-written than Schrader's. But that's a double-edged sword, because it makes Natalie much more unlikable. She's an incredibly hatable character and the book is from her POV, and that makes a lot of the book not really enjoyable to read.

But the book turns out to be much more ambitious and clever than it seems at the beginning. When I finished it, I was glad I'd read it and appreciated it a lot. That being said, I enjoyed Trad Wife more on an emotional level.

I highly recommend not clicking on the cut unless you're 100% positive you'll never read the book. I really enjoyed the non-spoiled experience.

Read more... )

Content notes: Domestic violence, rape (on-page, graphic), child abuse and neglect, farm animal neglect/poor caretaking (just mentioned), gaslighting, non-consensual drugging, current American right-wing stuff.

While attempting to buy Saratoga Schaefer's Trad Wife, I accidentally bought a different novel called Trad Wife by Michelle Brandon. And Sarah Langan is coming out with yet another book called Trad Wife in September. I am now on a mission to read all four trad wife books, to compare and contrast.
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Eritrea, Amazonia

Apr. 13th, 2026 02:09 pm
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Things have been stressful around here--there was a health scare for a family member, but they're quite fine now, happy to say.

But there are a number of nice things, too. Last week I took R to a doctor's appointment, and afterward, we had a meal together, including some siwa (also romanized suwa), a Eritrean homemade fermented drink. I think I've posted about it before, but I can't find the post, so maybe not? Maybe I just talked to some of you about it. R has brewed it in a blue Lego container, one that once upon a time held those bigger-style Lego bricks. Now it contains a modestly alcoholic drink! And she has a gorgeous handmade strainer for it. If you click through to a larger size of the photo, you can see the mesh.

straining siwa (suwa)

And I'm going back to Leticia, Amazonas, Colombia! By myself, leaving this coming weekend and coming back the following weekend. I'm terrible at preparing appropriate presents and gifts and things, but I have some stuff like maple syrup, locally made earrings, and picture books, and I'm happy with these clothespins, that I decorated myself. I hang out laundry, and they hang out laundry, and I like decorated, useful things, so maybe they will too. I have three households I'm bringing stuff to, so these will be divided into three sets. (This photo is click-through-able too, if you want to see it larger.)

painted clothespins

Truth is, at this state of pre-trip, I'm in the dying-of-anxiety phase, but it'll be fine once I get there. I hope!

Bundle of Holding: The Perilous Void

Apr. 13th, 2026 01:57 pm
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System-neutral GM tools for space roleplaying games.

Bundle of Holding: The Perilous Void
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I often get asked what areas of drug discovery look most likely to bear AI-driven advances into the clinic, and my usual answer is “therapeutic antibodies”. Thats because it’s a protein-centric problem in the actual modeling, and we know quite a bit already about antibody structures (at least as compared to the much large wild-type protein structural landscape). And that’s because antibodies themselves are a (relatively!) constrained space within that larger one, although don’t let anyone tell you that it’s a small one. All you can say is that it’s less terrifying than the protein universe at large.

And antibodies themselves are rather privileged structures, biologically. Evolution has seen to that, as we all carry a vast array of them swimming around our bloodstream at all time. Their stabilities and plasma half-lives are just off the charts compared to the normal run of proteins, and therapeutically that can allow for dosing every few weeks or months in actual patients. You really do have some advantages in this space.

This is not to say that things can’t go wrong. Specificity is a big concern, always. A really good antibody can be exquisitely specific, but getting a really good antibody is not light work. Given the number of possible binding partners out there, surprises can always be lurking. And among those things that bind to your new therapeutic antibody candidate might well be. . .other existing antibodies in some of your patients. Yep, immunogenicity is another big worry, and it’s one that is very hard to get a real-world read on until, well, your antibody drug goes out there into the real world. Everyone’s immune response is different, very much not least because everyone’s suite of ten jillion antibodies is different, and you’ll just have to see what happens in the clinic and in the market.

Here’s a preprint on computational approaches to antibody-antigen binding, and just as with small molecules, being able to compute your way to meaningful new possibilities and rankings in that area is an extremely attractive prospect. In this case, the authors took 106 different single-chain nanobodies (a trimmed-down version of the traditional antibody world, with these things being found in animals like llamas and alpacas) and their experimentally determined complexes with specific antigens. Then they produced a random shuffled pile of over 11,000 other possible pairings from all these antigens and antibodies and let three widely used software methods try to distinguish the grain from the chaff.

The programs were AlphaFold3, Boltz-2, and Chai-1. Let’s just say right off that none of the three showed any particular ability to pick out the real pairings - that much is clear. Boltz-2 seems to have been more permissive than the other two, ranking more possibilities highly, but that didn’t make a difference in the end. AF3 was apparently the best of the lot, but don’t take that for much: it was still far from being able to reliably tell you a real complex versus a random shuffled one.

Another thing to take away from this study was that some of the tools we use to evaluate these things aren’t worth that much, either. The authors used the “clash score” from the TopModel software, which is supposed to look for steric clashes between individual atoms in such complexes, but none of the modeling software programs distinguished themselves. Chai-1 might have done the opposite, actually - its clash scores were several times worse than the other two. But it’s hard to say just how much of a defect that is, because the clash scores for the real complexes were not noticeably different from the randomly faked-up shuffled ones. In fact, there were a number of cases of the shuffled complexes having better scores than anything in the real set, even though these were, in the end, not real antibody-antigen pairs at all.

These sorts of effects persisted across a number of different types of evaluation, and there seems to be no way around the conclusion that computational antibody-antigen pair prediction is - at the moment - not much use at all. Comparing the predicted structures of the real pairs with their experimentally determined ones brought this home: the software was happy to assign generic sorts of interactions and plausible regions of contact, but did not pick up on any of the distinctive features that made the real complexes actually work.

Here’s the authors summarizing the state of the art:

Although de novo generation success rates are increasing into the double digit realm (~10-15% on hard interface tasks), our results indicate that there is a disconnect between de novo design (task: “generate an antibody for a given target without exploiting other information”) and de novo prediction (task: “indicate all the antigens that can be bound by a given antibody, and vice-versa”). Our “real vs shuffled” discrimination benchmark shows that models can generate interfaces that appear plausible, albeit incorrect, across many pairings, resulting in an abundance of false positives that are challenging to triage.

And they warn that common workflows in this area “risk conflating structural plausibility with binding specificity”, when they have shown pretty comprehensively that these don’t have much to do with each other. Another warning is that “Overconfident failures, underconfident successes, and weak cross-tool agreement all highlight that current confidence metrics capture internal structural consistency rather than biological correctness”. Words to heed!

Delkin Warranty Support

Apr. 13th, 2026 10:52 am
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Earlier this month I received from B&H Photo/Video Three New Memory Cards for my Nikon mirrorless cameras. I formatted all of them for immediate use. However, I discovered that one of the three memory cards would not eject properly and stayed stuck in the memory card slot. I had to forcibly pull the card out of the slot. I confirmed that the card sticks in both my Nikon Z8 and Nikon Z6 – so it definitely was something about the card.

It turns out the card sticking problem is a known issue and is documented in Delkin’s Product Help. Of course, I found this help online after I’d already forcibly pulled the card from the slot – which the article says NOT to do.

Outside of that, I followed the instructions and called phone support. The support rep, Denzel, opened a support ticket and informed me of the next steps. Denzel mailed me a replacement memory card and a self-addressed stamped envelope for returning the defective card. Included was a nice letter hand-signed by the Product Support Manager – and three large stickers. (They’re huge. I guess Delkin wants you to put them on the hard cases holding your photography gear.)

Delkin Devices Memory Card Replacement Materials
Delkin Devices Memory Card Replacement Materials

Anyway, the rapid response was much appreciated. Support for the Black Memory Cards is quite impressive, and includes a 48-hour replacement guarantee. I’ll definitely be buying Delkin Black memory cards going forward.

Dancing on the Danube

Apr. 13th, 2026 06:50 pm
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The Hungarian election result is giving me life. I spent much time with the Guardian's livefeed of the election and its aftermath, just basking in happiness. My favourite moments were the thousands dancing along the shores and bridges of the Danube (including the health minister-to-be, whose dancing went viral), and the gleeful gloating of the Polish prime minister and foreign minister

People on the subway high fived each other as they passed on the escalators (third video in the carousel) and were pouring out glasses of champagne to strangers, and it was so crowded with people trying to get across the river to the victory celebrations that they couldn't fit into the subway carriages.

If it must be necessary, my favourite (sadly universal) experience of democracy is witnessing voters take to the streets to dance in relief and joy at having voted out corrupt, autocratic governments. Inject this straight into my veins, forever.

Apparently the partying in Budapest went on until 5am, and then everyone just floated deliriously into work on Monday morning, awash in the sense of their own political agency.

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Apr. 13th, 2026 01:22 pm
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I'm so aggravated by this appointment right now. I leave in ten or fifteen minutes and I'm at the "let's just burn the building down" point. Just fucking tell me what's going on.

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